Only wanna do the things you do
'Cause they always gonna turn out right
My school has started. It has been really nice, I have met so many new people - too bad I'm always working after work, so I don't have time to get known them. Luckily there are student parties, where we can hang and drink together.
I can't stay still. I have been on the move since I got home from Oslo. School - work - school - work - drinking - school - work - school -work - seeing friends - work - school.. And everyone seems to think that it's exhausting. Of course there are days when you don't want to do anything. But I think, this busy schedule is one of the reasons why I feel so good.
The problem is the days when I don't have anything. Days when I don't have anything planned, anything to do. I don't have to go anywhere, no one can hang with me. It gives me a chance to just be. And then it hits. I can't remember how to just be. I don't know how to sleep long nights, how to stop my legs moving. I don't remember how to lie in the bed and enjoy it.
That's the time when I get nervous - I don't want to be in one place. I can't be still, I can't concentrate. I'm restless. I'm Duracell bunny.
And the world is still amazing.
Love,
Ambivalent
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