I look at him and I can't get over it. He smiles the same way. He has the same look in his eyes. He says exactly the same things. His body language is the same. The way he walks. The way he touches his hair, the way how he looks at me. He is the same.
And it's kind of freaky. To see other version of Dancing boy. Of course they are not the same, but I can see so much of Dancing boy there. He has the ability to see through other people, but he's still little bit insecure to trust himself and the fact it really works. He might not even care to have that ability, he's not that interested about other people. But I know he has the ability and he would be so damn good if he would have little bit effort.
He could tell what's in my mind just by looking me. He could see inside of me, if he just dare to believe. Believe his instinct. Trust his heart.
I don't know how am I supposed to react, what should I do. Because they are not the same person, even though they feel like it. They are two completely separate individuals. I should treat them as individuals. But it's so weird, and sometimes I forgot he's not Dancing boy.
Love,
Ambivalent
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