What would you do if the person you love says he's found the love of his life and he's starting to date? This would mean you can't hang around as much as you use to do, he won't have time for you like he use to have. You won't be the sweet inseparable couple, who's always together. You would know that he's still in your life, he won't disappear - but at the same time everything would change.
You know everything will change and you won't be able to go back. You can't do things differently and after all, this is what you have wished for all the time. That he finds someone to love, someone who can actually be there for him and offer everything he needs. You have wished him to be happy. and all this time you have known, you can't make him happy.
Even though you have massive beliefs about yourself, you know you don't have any impact in his life anymore. You don't matter anymore, but it's okay because you know he's much happier with someone else. You will always be there for him, if he needs you. But you also know that the times, when he was there for you, are over.
But after the first shock, after realizing you are going to lose him, you know it's for the best. You are deeply happy for him and you know it's your time to let go. You'll say "let's be friends" even though you have a feeling it won't work between you two. You still hope it'll work, because you are good friends and that fact won't change, even if the form changes.
You are just happy for him.
Love,
Ambivalent
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