I have been really tired lately. Exhausted. I walk towards evening, I perform my duties and wait for the night. You are never really asleep. You are never really awake. I'm just a ghost wandering around.
It feels like everything is blurred. I know I have been in school. I know I have been working. I know I have seen my friends. I know I have lived. I know I'm alive - but it doesn't feel like it. I have lived in the fog. What kind of life is that?
I'm never really asleep, so I'm never truly awake.
I can't sleep at home. Somehow I can't fully relax there. Dark thoughts, chaos everywhere, restless mind. Luckily I have Ted. At least one place where I can actually relax and sleep - even without pills.
Love,
Ambivalent
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