Still kicking

This year has gone so fast, espesially autumn. Days are disappering somewhere and at the same time I'm happy and depressed. I don't have energy to do anything, I haven't been in shcool whole week in row in entire autumn and getting up in the mornings take its time. But I'm also enjoying this ride. I don't have empty days, I always have something to do. I have learnt not to care so much and study just enough to pass the courses. 

I'm waiting for the next year. The exchange year. As you know I love travelling and it has been difficult to be still for this whole time. Almost everyday I'm dreaming about going somewhere, quitting the school and selling all my stuff. Next autumn I should be either in New Zealand or South Korea. Half year in different country, it sounds so good. I'm learning to be patient. 

My birthday was few weeks ago and it was amazing. Good friends, little bit drinking and weird truths and dares. Then last Friday was Ted's birthday. Even Red came there and oh my, it was so nice to spent time with her. I guess Ted and Red are basically the most important people in my life right now. Luckily I don't have to explain it to anyone. My friends seem to let us be the way we are. 

Yea, anyway. I just wanted to let you know I'm still kicking and stuff.

Love,

Ambivalent