It's always like the first time.

Travelling is always exciting and the feeling of leaving or going to somewhere is always something special. I have done this many times, but I still get the same feeling, like it's my first time ever. It makes me feel alive and reminds me why I live my life.

Tomorrow morning I'll go to airport, do the same old things and get to the plane and head to Amsterdam. This is my third time in Netherlands, but this time I'll also experience other city - Utrecht. Few months ago I didn't even know there's a city named Utrecht and now I'm going to spent whole week there.

I can't remember when was the last time I travelled alone. In every trip I have had company and I don't complain, it has been nice, but.. It is different to travel alone and sometimes I tend to forget it. I'm sure I'll enjoy the freedom of going to smoking room as many times I want, take the over-prized smoothie to the flight and listen to the music while watching how the clouds changes during the flight.

This time I'll just flight alone and meet the other, still unknown students at the airport. I'll spent whole week in international enviroment and I'm quite sure it'll be stressfull, but still amazing.

I have never needed so many clothes with me, not at least for one week. I travelled whole month with a lot less. I have never packed my vest, jacket for suit nor many dresses with me. It is so weird to have such a formal clothing. Everyone knows I don't usually dress that fancy. Besides the business look I also have my sport clothes with me just because I know I need to go jogging and do some workout. I feel so adult. I feel like a business woman on business trip.

Overall I can't wait to go there. This trip will be different than any other trip before and I have to admit that I'm kind of nervous how the week will go since my last studying trip to Leuven was quite stressfull experience. Leuven was absolutely awesome but being social for whole week and never having a single moment alone was hard, especially when I had quite bad season going back then. It was one of the gloomiest phase for me, but this time my mood has been more joyfull and energetic. I believe I will survive whole week without going nuts. 

So yea, my flight is actually in 8 hours and it might be good time to sleep.

This is going to be awesome.

Love,

Ambivalent