No one remembered to tell me the lines.

It feels weird to be back home. I have been dropped into middle of the play but no one remembered to tell me the lines. I'm an alien in my own life and everything seems to pass by without me. I don't know what do, what to feel, how to react. My playlist is full of weird songs and I'm just sitting here feeling nothing.

I'm back in my old life but it isn't the same anymore. Everything has changed, yet nothing has.

Everyone keeps asking how was my exchange. And I don't know what to answer. It was nice. It was terrible. It was nothing I imagined. I met many new people, but I didn't get close to anyone. I forgot how to make friends so I ended up being kinda lonely which would have been much easier to accept if I hadn't left from situation where I had everything.

Now I have nothing. Okay, I have little.