Love me or not

I'm missing travelling. I have been home too long now. I wanna go again. But it's impossible. I can't. I can't, because I have to take care of my cats. As much as I love them, they can be such a pain in the ass. I can't wait that my boyfriend comes home! Then I can go and travel.

But luckily I'm going to Iceland in three weeks. It's still so far away. Hopefully time goes fast.
I'll be visiting my friend in Akureyri. I met him in Sicily and we just got along so well. It was like meeting your soul mate. After my Sicily trip I started to plan going to Iceland.
You can imagine that my boyfriend wasn't so happy about that. I just came home from Sicily and told him that I met a wonderful guy there and I'm going to see him next summer! But he's okay with that now, I hope.

Someone might say that I'm crazy because I'm travelling alone. I'm going to Iceland and I'm staying with my friend who I have known week. We spent a week together in Sicily, but after that we have only talked on Skype or Facebook. If that's crazy enough, add there a jealous boyfriend who doesn't believe that I'm not going to cheat on him. And still I'm going. Why? Because I decided that I won't let anyone or anything come between me and my dreams.

If I want to travel, I can't be with someone who doesn't let me to do it. I know that I might have to give up something to achieve my goals and that's okay. If my boyfriend can't handle my travelling, he isn't the right for me. Not now at least. Luckily he is okay with it right now, but if there's gonna be the day when I have to decide between my dreams and him, I'll choose my dreams. As much as I love him, I'll regret if I do (or in this case if I don't do) things just because someone says so. This is my life. I have to make my own decisions.

Okay, I didn't plan to write about that. My intention was writing about my Iceland trip. Maybe I write about it later.

Love,
Ambivalent