I've got so much to do

Miuwmauw.

Yesterday Red.
Today work.
Tomorrow Ballet.
Day after tomorrow Latvia and Fighter.

My week is more social than usually. I don't usually see see my friends this often, but it feels good to see them. I have been missing Ballet and Fighter so much. Last time I saw Ballet was.. Like half year ago? And before that we had two years without seeing each other. I saw Fighter last March, so it has been almost year. It's more understantable that I don't see Fighter so often, because he lives so far. But when it comes to Ballet (and many other friend), it's ridiculous how little we see. 

I have missed Red too, but luckily we have seen each other quite often lately. We have kind of found each other better past half year. Before that we haven't been in touch so much, but slowly we have became closer and closer friends and it's awesome. We have that silence connection and understanding between us. It has been there whole time, but now we are acting more according to it. 

I can't believe I'm actually going to Latvia. Time flied so fast and it's weird that it's really happening now. But this is different this time. Going somewhere, travelling. I have done this quite many times in past two years, so I'm starting to believe that I can travel. I can do things. I can do whatever I want, I can go wherever I want. This freedom, this power is so awesome. This feeling is so awesome.

Maybe I should start packing..

Love,

Ambivalent