Your mind is wandering

I would love to write something beautiful. Something that makes some sense. But nothing makes sense right now. I keep losing moments, days. I keep making conversations up in my head, I see everything and nothing.

I would love to give something true about me. Something nice, weird or anything. I would love to be able to tell you something amazing. But I can't. I can't hold on one single thought longer than one second and then my mind is heading on next subject. My mind is going faster than I can keep up.

I'm going to lay in my bed, start listening music and lose myself there. 

Love,

Ambivalent