Trust your heart. Usually it knows, what to do. It leads you in right place, tells what you have to do right now. I have been following one girl, who actually follows her heart. It's so beautiful thing to see. She makes decisions by heart - if it tells that you have to go to the mountains, she goes. If she feels like staying abroad, she stays.
I'm trying to learn how to listen and trust my heart. I had one of those perfect moments yesterday. I had been little bit down, in some other reality almost whole day. I can't remember much about work, but after work.. I went to see Ted, we didn't do anything special. We just hang out for a while.
Then I had to go home. Time was around half past ten, but it was still bright and warm outside. I walked towards bus stop, saw one girl, around my age, jumping across the street. I do the exactly the same thing when I'm extremely happy. I smiled and continued walking.
And then it hit me, right there, at the bus stop. I felt absolutely amazing serene feeling. Everything felt so right, I could feel the love from the world. I knew exactly what music I wanted to listen, how I wanted to sit. I just were completely serene. And I tell you - it felt amazing.
But that's not the perfect moment I was talking about. After I got home, I made food for myself. Usually I watch anime while eating, but for some reason I felt like, no, not today. I didn't want to watch anything else either. So I started to read. I opened Paolo Coelho - The Alchemist and I knew, that was the right decision. I knew it was time to read it now. And I read it, whole book. It only took two hours.
That might sound something small, but for me it meant the world right then. Because I felt something and I act according to it. I trusted my heart, even though it was small thing.
And it felt amazing.
Love,
Ambivalent
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