Be your own friend and you will never be alone again.

Are you happy with yourself? Do you like your body?

About 90% of women aren't satisfied with themselves (no, that's not a fact, it's just a guess). And it's not only women, I have noticed the same thing with men. It's kind of sad, because it would be much better if everyone could be happy with their appearance and qualities. 

For some reason everyone seem to think that they have to be something different. Thinner, smaller, more muscular, taller, braver, funnier, nicer.. The list is endless.
Who is telling them to be different?

I have heard that I should lose some weight. That I'm fat, my tummy is too big and my feet are enormous. I was told, that if I lose some weight, I will be happier. Some point I started to believe it. So I lost some weight.

I lost over 10 kilos, and it's pretty good for a girl like me. But let me tell you something.

It never made me happier. It only made me feel bad. I loved my boobs, I loved my round and soft tummy. I was happier when I was chubbier. I have never been small girl, I have figures and I love them.

I have always been easily affected by other people. That's why it was so easy to make me lose weight and everything. Luckily I realized that wasn't what I wanted. It was only someone else's desire.

It took time to restore my love towards my body. But right now, I can honestly say, that I love myself. My body isn't perfect, it has some extra, it has stretch marks and it's not as good shape as it could be. But I still love it.

I know I'm not perfect. I don't know how to be in touch with my friends, I get anxious sometimes and disappear. I'm not the friendliest person, I'm selfish and way too sensitive.

But it's okay. Nobody is perfect. I'm happy with myself, and so should everyone else be too.

Love,
Ambivalent