There's no antidote

Impossible to write. Can't sit still. Impossible to clean. Can't do it properly. Impossible to make plans. Can't think further than today. Impossible to take care of school stuff. It's too much trouble to fill few papers. Impossible to make budget. I won't follow it anyway.

Impossible to concentrate on anything. I have many things to do, but I can't finish anything. I just lose my concentration too soon. I have been little bunny, jumping around. Whole week. Maybe longer, but this week has been worse than earlier.

Today I'll lose myself in the music. Jump until my feet hurt. Disappear from this world and take B with me.

There's a glitch inside my system

pushing through my whole existence

Got me twisted, can't resist this

Something's flipping all my switches

Take'em, breake'em, make'em feel it

Mix it up and mess up with it

Pressude is riding me hard

Killer dose right through my heart

And there's no antidote

Love,
Ambivalent