Cleaning isn't for me, but I take a challenge.

As you know I decided I'm gonna throw everything I don't need away during this year. To make sure I won't forgot to do so, I have started it. 

Everyone who has ever visit my apartment knows how little I care about cleanness. They have seen all the mess, clothes, cat hair , dirt everywhere. I know I should clean more often, but it has been really difficult for me for a long time now. 

I have found a way to explain it to others. It's like my apartment is my head. If my head is fuzzy or messy inside, it means my apartment is messy too. If my head is clear - my apartment is clear too. Those two must be in same level. I'm not sure why, but right now it needs to be like that. 

But I decided to challenge myself. I'm going to clean a little bit everyday for 30 days. It doesn't have to be anything big, something like taking trash out is enough for me. Why I do this? Because I can't throw anything away if my apartment isn't clean before that. 

So now it's official. Now everyone knows about my challenge, so maybe I manage to do it. 

Actually I started yesterday. I wash my clothes and towels, I picked up every trash I had in house - and believe me, there were quite much.. Today I vacuumed and washed the floors. I have a feeling that this is like second or third time I washed floors here. I also begun to go throw my stuff. I had 9 big bags full of everything - now there is only 3 left. Yay me! 

Nothing more today. 

Love,

Ambivalent