You are nothing without me.

Don't only do everything possible in your life -

 do something impossible!

You have no idea how much that sentence made me smile. I have been stressing about my trip (yea, I know it's stupid to stress about it..) and that one simply thing made me feel so much better. Red, you are awesome.

The reason why I have been stressing is that I have a feeling like I should be making plans, that's something I always do. I need to know where I'm going, so I can tell everyone at home where I'm heading. So they can feel more secure. For some reason, travelling alone is still a taboo for many people. Deep inside they know I'm gonna survive and anything bad won't happen. But still they are little bit scared. That's only natural. And since they are scared - they make me feel insecure too.

Even though I have the feeling that I should be making plans, I'm extremely happy when I don't. Because I would really love to go with the flow. Follow my heart and see what happens. But I'm afraid that I'll run out of travelling days and that would suck.

And how could my traveling days run out? Because I'm planning to get InterRail Global Pass 10 days within 22 days. Which means I can travel 10 days during 22 days. I can pick any days, but those days are limited to ten. And it's not much, if you are planning to visit Romania (btw, it seems to be impossible to get out of Romania. I might skip that.), Bulgaria, Serbia or something. It's really hard to get away from there.

Only one workday left! Then my three weeks vacation starts. Awesomeness.

Love,
Ambivalent