Hah, I know how to be in one place. Sometimes. For a little while.
"Well, you never seem to be in just one place."
Hearing that from the person who has known me only few months. It's really weird. Do I really seem that restless? Am I really that restless?
I think it's still true. I don't know how to be in one place. If your home is wherever you go, it's hard to stay put. It's like insanity. If you don't have anything holding you down, why should you stay? I have worked so hard to get at this point. I have sacrificed more than anyone knows, and yet I know that I can't take the final leap.
Because I want everything and nothing.
Oh, btw! 12 days and Latvia. And Fighter. I can't believe I'm really going there. I have missed him really much and I can't wait to see him again. I want to talk with him so badly, see how he's actually doing. See some of his friends (yea, you better introduce me to them!), lie in the bed and talk, see the town, see his school. I'm so excited!
Love,
Ambivalent
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