To the vet!

Geez. I went to the vet this morning. Again. Because of the same thing. Luckily, this time I noticed his peeing problems before he started to bleed. Now I have new drugs for him - one of the is Diapam. Seriously, I have to give Diapam to my cat. Weird. But what wouldn't you do to make your love ones to feel good.

My budget screwed up already, because of this vet visit. But no can do, I want my baby to get better and if this is what it takes, I have to accept it. It's only money. I have place to live, cheap rent and job, so I should be able to survive these little setbacks. I just hope I don't have to go there again.

Sometimes I think this would be so much easier if there was someone else to share these costs with me.. But then I realize, I had that person once and he never shared the cost. These are my babies, I pay everything, I have always done that and I will always do. But it's okay, because I really love them. The only bad thing is that I might have to compromise on travelling.

Oh my.. Those Diapams are affecting to him. He looks around like he doesn't recognize anything, he can't control himself. He tried to jump of my bed and his front paws just collapsed under him. But he went to the sandbox, maybe it's really helping him to pee. And hopefully eat too.

Sorry that you have to read only about this, but I can't think anything but this. Let's hope he gets better and I can focus on other things too.

Love,
Ambivalent