Oh, now I feel like home again, more like me again. I made some plans today and it was so awesome. Even though I love living in the moment, I need some plans. I need to know where I'm going and how to get there. Nothing too fancy, but guide lines.
I did my saving budget for this year, or well, until the end of summer. Now I know how much I can spent and how much I have to put on save, and it calms me down. As long as I put those money aside, I can do whatever I want with the rest of the money.
It awesome to know that I can really afford all the things I want. If I save money. If there won't be any surprise costs. I can have Latvia, Iceland, Tomorrowland and Interrail. Everything. And I should still have some money on save after this summer, after everything.
Many people have asked me why I do this right now, why I don't wait until next summer and have more time to save money. Why I have to have everything right now. Why don't you wait for better time? Because there won't be better time.
I'm starting my studies next autumn. It means I won't have time to travel for next three and half year. I won't have money. I have to work every vacation I have. I won't have any free time for three and half year - or at least I have to prepare myself to that. I mean, perhaps I can have vacation at some point, but I have to be ready for studying and working all the time. Maybe it won't be as bad as I'm thinking, but it's better to be ready for no life while studying.
It's so funny to think that I'm going to study, but I can't see myself actually doing that work I'm studying for.
Love,
Ambivalent
Kuulostaa ihan mun tilanteelta! :) Kohta me ollaan koulussa, mutta ennen sitä; kaikki ilo irti ja reissataan!
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