Why does it feel so odd?

My trip is near to its end. I have been on train 18 hours now and I just changed my train in Copenhagen. In few hours I should arrive in Göterborg, where I change my train again and then I'll be on my way to Oslo.

I should arrive there after 28 hours travelling. Which is the longest time I have spent on this trip to get one place to another.

I really want to write, because now I have time. But my brain says no. For some reason I don't know what should I write. It shouldn't be this hard. It wasn't this hard earlier. I knew exactly what I want to write, what I want to tell you. What I want to remember. Now I just don't know.

Maybe it's because I'm ending my trip soon and I can feel it. There won't be any partying anymore, there won't be any life-changing experiences. I'm going to spent time with my aunt, relax, eat well and talk. It's awesome, but it's different than travelling.

Or maybe it's because my school starts soon. Even though I don't want to think about it yet, I have few days left on my vacation, but it's starting to get me. I feel like my mind is getting ready for the fact that in few days I'm gonna be a student. Again.

Of course I have known that I'm gonna be a student soon, but now I'm actually starting to realize it. There are so many things I have to do before my school starts! Like fill up many papers, get pencils, find my calculator, wash all my clothes.. Funny thing is that I'm going home on night between Monday and Tuesday. Then on Tuesday I have doctors appointment around one o'clock, if I remember right. Before that I have to go to the school and let them know that I accept that school place. And then in the Tuesday evening I have work until nine.

Next few days after that will be school -work -school – work – school – work, work, work. I'm waiting for that enthusiasticly!

Love,

Ambivalent

ps. OMG, I just saw drug dog! You know - those trained dogs who smell your bag and start barking if there's drugs or something. In the train. It was kinda awesome. I have never seen one before.