Only this moment counts.

I have missed these nights. Talking, dancing, laughing, staying up all night. Not drinking but still having fun. Listening random guy to tell me about his problems. Weird compliments, a little bit restlessness. Sleeping two hours and waking up happy. Smile to the world and it will smile back.

There are something happening all the time. There are no ordinary moments.
Sometimes it's hard to remember that there are no normal days, there are unique. Sometimes they are grey, sometimes full of different colors. Just keep learning to love life whatever it brings to you. Open your eyes, open your mind.

Even if none of your friends answers to your call, if you miss your buss, if you lose your buss card. Even if you stand in the rain waiting for buss just to realize it won't come. Even if your feet are full of vesicles and it hurts to walk.
Ignore the bad things and focus on the good things. There are always days when everything goes wrong, but it's your attitude that counts. Shit happens, you can't do anything to it anymore. Just forget it and move on. Keep smiling.

I wouldn't say that my life is perfect. It isn't. I have my own problems, I'm lost and I don't know where to go. But it's okay. I'm enjoying the ride. Most of the time. I'm trying to learn to love life no matter what happens. And I am happy right now.

I love the way how random people like me. It's easy to make people like me, but hard to keep them liking me. 

Love,
Ambivalent