Today is finally happening

OMG! Am I really doing this? 4 and half hours and I'll be on my way to Iceland. I can't believe this.

I'm so excited. And little bit scared too. Not because I'm going there alone. I have traveled alone before, but this is the first time there's someone waiting for me. And that freaks me out. It's so easy to go somewhere, where no one knows you. Now there's M and his friends. I have known him since March and we have talked mostly in Skype. We spent one week together, but it's different. Sicily was new place for both of us. This time we are in his place.

I'm not afraid that something would happen to me, I know I survive many things. The thing I'm afraid of is that what if they don't like me. What if M doesn't like my anymore. What if we don't get along so well anymore. It really freaks me out.
I know he has talked about me to his friend. So they know something about me and I don't have any idea what. I hope they won't disappoint at me.

But now I have to go.

Love,
Ambivalent