It's time to be social again.

I have been packing, unpacking and packing some more. These days are quite heavy, it's hard to be on move all day. I'm not used to that. Even though I like that feeling in the evening when you know you have done something today.

I can't wait to get social again. I don't know why I ended being so shy and closed while dating. I rarely saw my friends when I was dating. I think one of the reasons was that my friends didn't like my ex. Of course they always said "he's okay", but they never got along with him truly. And after few fights between my friends  and my ex, I somehow stopped asking my friends to come.
I always wanted to go somewhere else. But it's kind of difficult. I work at evenings and weekends, and my friends are in schools. It means, when I have time to see everyone, no one has time to see me. Maybe this moving out helps me to get my life back. When did I even lost it?

I can't believe I'm going to Norway next Monday! I can't wait. It's so nice to see my cousin and aunt, hopefully my uncle too. I haven't seen them for so long time. Last time we saw was in summer and my ex was with us. It's nice to see them without anyone else. I can just relax and get away from here for few days.
This trip has perfect timing. I need a break from this chaos. It's so nice to go away and have some time without thinking about "what should I do next, have I packed everything, how we are ever going to get this place clean". This trip will be a vacasion from my own life.

Geez. We have a problem. Our lessor has changed her phone number and never told us the new one. I can't find her new number anywhere. We have only two days left before we have to terminate our rental agreement. This is bad. But everything will be okay. I know it.
//Edit - She's dead. No wonder why her number wasn't valid anymore..

Love,
Ambivalent