I'm going to touch the sky

Sorry that I haven't been posting anything for many days. I have been kinda busy lately. Working, seeing friends, planning things and everything. I haven't had peaceful days, I have been doing so much. It feels kinda good.

I'm finally free. I gave our old apartment's keys away last Saturday, I'm not going back there anymore. I never believed this day would actually come, it felt like forever to wait this. I can't believe I can finally leave this period behind me and close the door. I can start my life again, I can feel good again.

Don't get me wrong. I really thought I was happy with my ex-boyfriend. I loved him so much, I was ready to do anything for him. I never wanted to hurt him even though he hurt me many times. I didn't want to see bad things, I just wanted to concentrate on good things. But like my ex said "If I try to remember good days, I can't. Time with you weren't bad, but it wasn't good either. It was just neutral." Our relationship was okay, we didn't have any big emotions, no big fights, no extremely awesome days. Everything was okay, but inside I was suffering. I couldn't see it when I was with him, but now I can see that.

I wanted to feel strong. I wanted to live my life. I'm still young, I don't want to settle. World is still open to me, I can do what ever I want. I can achieve things. There's nothing holding me back right now and I'm enjoying it. I know I could have been happy with my ex, but the way I want. I don't want just nice, I want awesome. If I had stayed with him, I would have been settling to him. I could have been happy, but not as happy I know I can be.

Luckily I'm free now, I have opportunity to be happy and finally live the way I want. I can't believe that I have lived this apartment over month already and it's still clean. There's only one explanation - I'm more happy now so it's more natural to keep everything in order.
Damn, I guess I have grown. I have changed so much lately, I can't keep up with all the changes. It's funny how much people can change in short time. I think it's mainly because I started to be honest to myself. After I admitted that I'm not happy with my ex, I started to feel so much better. I didn't have to keep up the act, now I'm free to express my feelings. I was so tired to hide my feelings. I was so tired. I didn't want to show my feelings, because I didn't want to end up fighting with my ex. I was afraid of him. 

Love,
Ambivalent

Deep inside you're growing strong

Can you tell me that  I'm wrong?

Don't keep your broken heart too long

Deep inside you're growing strong

Look beyond your life today

Can you see yourself this way

when the winter cold is gone?

Hold your head up high

And this pain will die

Somehow, somewhere, just try

You're living in the dark

where no one can see your tears

But hold your head up high

I hate these days.

Love,

Ambivalent

Keep laughing, keep smiling, keep dancing

Last night was awesome. I hosted a party for my few friends. The idea of the evening was "drink all my alcohol!" There was only me and five of my friends and we had quite much to drink. And one of my friends was driving, so she didn't drink anything. There isn't even everything in that picture..

I also made something to eat, with little help of my friends. 

We managed to empty only 9 bottles, and half empty couple more. You can imagine how drunk all of us were.  I have no idea how we managed to get in the bar after all our drinking, We laughed, talked about everything and everyone seemed to have fun. One of my friends kept telling me whole night, that it was so awesome that I invited him, that it was so awesome party and he haven't felt so good for long time. 

Everyone of us seemed to be so happy all night. Well, at least I was happy. I had so much fun. We talked girls' stuff and oh, I felt bad for our only guy. "I hope all the girls aren't like you" It was funny how things got out of hand after few bottles and small group. I was positively surprised that I didn't talk about my ex. I didn't have any needs to talk about him, there isn't anything to talk about anymore. Even though, he kept texting to me when I was in the bar, but that's another story.

I danced almost all night in the bar and didn't leave before bar closed. We managed to get home safely with my friend, even though he threw up about 200 metres before home. It was kinda cute, how bad shape he was, but it was one of night's the goals - make him drink that much he end up throwing up.

Even though we both were really drunk, we went walking after we got home. Imagine, two drunk people walking around. I can tell you, it wasn't such a good idea to walk across the forest after rain..

It was too bad it didn't rain anymore, because I wanted to dance in the rain. I love these nights when I can't stop smiling. And I think my smile affects people around me too, hopefully good way. 

We went to sleep around 6 am and I was surprised when I woke up - I didn't have hungover! Of course my head hurt, but it wasn't that bad. I took a shower, cleaned this apartment (geez, I have been cleaning here more than I cleaned our last apartment in six months) and then I started to watch Death Note. This day has been awesome too. I haven't done anything special, but it still feels good. 

This weekend was so awesome again. I love my life right now.

Love,

Ambivalent

oh, and yea. I found last night that I have a fan. That girl seem to know quite much about me, look my pictures and see me as her role model (okay, maybe not actual role model, but something like that). She told me that I'm so awesome person. I was kinda touched that someone sees me like that.

"Never say you're happy"

"When I was a little girl, I told my mom that I'm happy. And she told me "Never say you are happy. Never tell it to anyone"." I was shocked when my friend told me that. Why would anyone tell their kids that it's not okay to express their feelings? That's insane.

Okay. I know, there's a phrase which goes something like "The one, who has the happiness, should hide it". I know it might annoy someone if someone else tells that she/he is happy. I know it's not always nice to watch and see how everyone else seems so happy, when you are feeling bad at the same time. I know it's kinda sensible to hide your happiness for others.

But that is totally bullshit. Why shouldn't I show if I'm happy? It might bother someone, but I know my friends can be happy for me. I know how to be happy for other people, so I expect everyone else know that too. I have surrounded myself with people who can be truly happy for other's happiness. That's one of the reasons why I love my friends. I can share my happiness, they can share their happiness. I can share my troubles and they can share their troubles. That's normal friendship, that's how things should be.

Everyone, who reads my blog, knows how happy I am right now. I never thought it might bother someone. Maybe it does, but I believe most of the people are just happy for me. Even if I'm happy, it doesn't mean that I can't help other. I can still listen everyone's problems, I can be supportive. I don't have to talk about my happiness all the time, I don't need to rub it into face. I just believe that if I share my happiness, other people can be happier too.

I want everyone to be as happy as me and I wanna do my part. I don't share my good feelings just because I want everyone to know about them - no. I share them because I hope someone else starts to think positive too. Because if you think positive, good things will eventually happen to you.
You create your own reality. If you think negatively, is it a surprise that your life is tough? I know it's hard to think positive when bad things happen all the times, but it's worth of it. Because as long as you are alive, there's hope. There's possibility that everything turns okay. No, I know that everything will turn okay at the end. Always.

It's your choice - are you going to enjoy the ride or complaining about it all the time. Learn to see beauty in everyone and everything. Enjoy the rainy days, because they only make sunny days even better.

And to those who thinks that I don't know anything about being sad or having problems - I have been deeply depressed for many years and actually, I ended my therapy a year ago, seeing psychiatrist ended about six months ago. I know how hard is it to think positive, how hard is it to see anything beautiful in this world. But I'm learning and so should you.

Love,
Ambivalent

If I die tonight, I die happy.

 "Who are you? Are you in touch with all of your darkest fantasies? Have you created a life for yourself where you're free to experience them?"

I don't who I am, but I'm on my way to find out. I can't remember when was the last time I knew what I want. It's so much easier to find myself when I know what I want. I don't have to start collecting pieces from nowhere, I have something where I can rely on, something that doesn't disappear right away.

I have never been this peaceful with myself. I'm happy with myself and I hope this feeling won't ever go away. I'm okay with my past, I don't know what future brings but it's okay. I still don't know how to live in the moment, but I'm learning.
I guess it's okay if I don't see my friends everyday, if I'm not social everyday. Maybe it's okay to see friends during free days, sometimes quickly after work, but usually keep in touch through Facebook or phone. I think it's okay if I'm not super-social everyday.

I have been smiling so many days in row.  I have been feeling so good even if I haven't been doing anything special. I have been working and writing, cleaning my apartment, cuddling with my cats. I'm just so happy with myself. I think this is the feeling everyone talks - self-esteem. I'm not perfect and I'm not trying to be. Okay, I still have problems with self-esteem, but I can handle them. I know, I'm gonna solve every problem. I believe in myself and damn, I feel good!

I wanna dance, I wanna sing. I wanna get drunk. I wanna walk to the other side of the town. I wanna laugh, I wanna lie on the ground and just ignore everyone. I wanna be free. I wanna fly.

And guess what - I believe I can get everything I want and need. It may take time, but I know I can achieve everything I want. I'm going to create a life for myself where I can do what I want.

I've got a war in my mind.

Love,
Ambivalent

Living in the night, hiding from the day

I like nights more than days. Everything is so beautiful during nights. I have more energy in the evenings. My life begins after my work and my work ends after 9 pm. I always want to see my friends after it, I wanna do everything. Problem is that everyone is either sleeping or going to sleep. Almost every place is closed, so there are nowhere to go. I can't get home after 11 pm, because buses stop going around 11. It sucks.

It's understandable why buses stop then, or why most of the places are closed. Majority of the people are going to sleep. They are getting ready for new day. They are getting ready for sleeping when I'm starting my day. It's a bless and curse to work at the evenings. I don't like doing things before my work, I don't like seeing my friends, I don't like going out, I don't like working out. I wanna do those things after my work, at night.

But this world doesn't work like that. It's almost impossible to do things I want during night. If I want to clean my apartment - I can't because it's too noisy. If I want to see my friends, I can't because they have to sleep so they can study next morning. If I want to go out and have a cup of tea, I can't because every place is closed and if they are open, I need a car to get there. If I want to go shopping, I can't because every fucking store is closed.

It's annoying and stressful to try to fit in the world I don't seem to belong.  I know I'm not alone. There are many other people, who like nights, who are more active during night. I know I should change myself if I want to fit in this world, but I'm not sure do I want. I rather change the world, not myself. I have been changing myself too long, maybe it's world's time to change.

I wanna change this world. I want it to be okay to stay up for long, that there are more options for those people who want to live like that. And that's not gonna happen if everyone just tries to fit in this world. That's why I'm gonna do what I want and live my life at the nights if I want. If I have some days when I want to wake up early and do other stuff, it's okay too. I just don't wanna conform to something, because it's something you should do to survive in this world.

Love,
Ambivalent

Whistle all you want, but I'm not gonna stay

This is so true. Of course I have always known these things, but sometimes it's good to remind yourself about these fact. About that you make your own life. That you are the one who can change it. Life is one big video game, take the controller.

I have been trying to follow these rules, but it's kind of hard thing to do. It's hard to go after you want, but I'm trying to learn to do it. I'm working on it. Finally I have found out what I want and now I'm trying to get it too. 

I'm still a little bit confused about the fact that I know what I want. I haven't known that for long time, but after my Iceland trip I found it out. After that one night. I hope I'll always remember that day. I believe it changed my life.

Asking. Well. I followed that rule by asking my friend to come to Iceland with me few days ago. I think one of the reasons why I don't ever ask anyone to come with me, is that I assumed them to say no. I didn't ask anyone help me to move. I just did it all my own. Few times I asked my friends to help cleaning, some of them came, some didn't. 

But asking is good thing. I think I don't have any problems with it. Okay, maybe I have some problems with asking someone to help. But that's whole different thing, maybe I get back to that some day.

And finally my favorite. Moving forward. In my life situation it's all I want. I want to move on and continue my life. I can't wait end of this month. I can't wait to be able to close one chapter of my life and go on. 

I'm finally in the situation that everything is possible right now. I can do everything I want. And I'm so tired of being just here, at this same place. Maybe that's why I love travelling so much, I don't like being in just one place too long time. I wanna keep on moving.

I have changed so much lately and I like this new me more than the me I used to be. I'm much more positive, I'm much more happier. I know what I want, and even if things don't go the way I want them to go, I can live with it. My world is more balanced than ever before this. I think balanced is not the right word.. It's like, my world doesn't end if I get hurt. My world continues even if something goes wrong. I think I have done something right with my life, it feels so good to know that I have build good basis for myself. I'm on my way to find myself.

Love,

Ambivalent

Come and take a walk on the wild side

I love these lazy days. I haven't done anything today. I have been just lying in the bed, watching Death Note, talking with my friend and just chilling. I planned to wash my clothes today, but I didn't even do that. But I think it's okay. It's okay to have days like this.

I did something unexpected few days ago. Some of you already knows that I'm going to Iceland in Match. I already have tickets and I have asked vacation on those days. And everyone knows that I love travelling alone. I don't usually ask anyone to come with me.
But M suggested to me that I should take friend with me when I come. I started to think and before I knew, I called one of my friends and said "Hey, do you wanna come to Iceland with me in March?" And she said yea, why not. I was so amazed, someone wants to come with me so easily!

My friend doesn't think for long, she lives spontaneously. Why I think that? Because she bought flight tickets yesterday. I can't believe that! I always plan things much more, I consider every option, bad sides and good sides. But no, she just decided that she will come with me, so she bought a flight tickets right away. That is so awesome!

That trip will be so awesome. I realized that I have never spent more than one night continuously with my friend. Not even weekend. And now she is coming to Iceland with me for one and half week. It's gonna be interesting.
This feels funny. I'm kinda getting everything I want. I mean. I love travelling alone, but it's awesome to have someone with me too. After that trip one of my friends actually knows M and probably understands why I want to go to Iceland so badly. And with this trip, I'm getting everything. First I have friend with me one and half week, then I have another one and half to spent on my own.

Sometimes everything seems to fall in their own place.

Love,
Ambivalent

And partying's the only solution

Geez. I can't remember when was the last time I was as drunk as I was last night. My friend had a house warming party and I was drinking so much. It's funny how drunk I got so easily. It was probably because I haven't been drinking for so long time.

But even though I was drunk, it was good way drunk. You know, sometimes when you are drunk, you start to cry and talk about your problems. Not this time. I was so happy, I smiled all night. I laughed, nothing could hurt me. I took too many pictures and most of them with my friends camera. I really want to see those pictures.

There should be pictures about me also. I can't wait to get them. Because damn, I looked awesome last night! I'm usually too lazy to look good, I'm kinda boyish with my huge hoodies, without any make-up. But when it comes to partying.. I love looking good. I love skirts and dresses, making up, look like a girl for a change.

I have no idea how I always manage to get home, no matter how drunk I am. I can always take care of myself, I have awesome survival skills. I mean. Last night, I knew when the bus is leaving even though I didn't check schedule. I just knew it's gonna leave now, I have to go there. I was also planning to hitchhike home, but I knew it won't be good idea alone and that drunk.
My friend said to me "You are so smart even if you are wasted". Sometimes I wonder how it's possible. It's hard to do anything stupid if my common sense doesn't disappear. Obviously I can't shut my mind down.

But yea, last night was awesome. I met so many new people, everyone was so awesome. Weird music, shy cat, awesome chairs. Many pictures, talking and smoking too much. And of course, it was so nice to see my friend too. Thanks for good party.

Can't wait next weekend!

Love,
Ambivalent

ps. I can hear my neighbors fighting. That man is yelling "Whore!" really loud..

You don't always get what you want, you get what you need.

I got awesome idea few days ago and I have been planning it lately. I have been so excited!

It all started from a small thought - I'm single and I can do what ever I want now. Then I realized that I can go to see my friends when ever I want. I don't have to think about anyone else when I plan my trips. I can just decide that I'm going to see my friends, pick a day and go there. I don't have to think anything!

Then it hit me - I can go abroad so easily now. All I have to do is ask vacation from my boss and buy flight tickets. So I started to think. What if I spent my birthday abroad? It would be awesome! Now I just have to decide where to go, I already asked my birthday weekend free.

Problem is that I have no idea where I want to go nor do I want to go alone or with someone. I can't decide that. I'm not good with decisions, it has always been so hard for me. Right now, I know what I want to do, but the problem is that I'm not sure is it wise. And even though I try to live spontaneous and care-free, I can't change myself so quickly.

This is so strange to know what I want, I'm not use to that.  At the same time I know it's not what I need right now. It probably will be the thing I need too, but not now. There are many things I have to do before I can get what I want. I think I have to do things I need before I start to do things I want.

But it sucks. I don't want to be so grown-up. I wanna do stupid things, I wanna life my youth. I wanna do what my heart says even if it's not probably good idea. My head is telling me that I have to think about future, that I have to take care of everything. I have to save money, I have to be stable. I have to be mature, I can't make mistakes.

I'm afraid that I'm gonna regret something I do or not do. I'm not sure which one is worse - regret something I did or something I didn't do. Usually it's worse to regret something you didn't do, but in this case, I'm not sure. I'm not sure is it worth of risk.

well, this was kind of strange text..

Love,
Ambivalent

Love yourself

I'll continue posting these positive thinking posts. I'll finally take the challenge and write positive things about myself. That challenge is in the end of that blog and I hope everyone who reads this, does it too. That challenge is simply "Write five positive things about yourself."

It's kind of hard. It's hard to admit that I have some good sides too, that I'm good person after all. I know some positive things about myself, but I usually keep those things inside me. I mean, it's like tabu to talk good about yourself. I find it really funny, because it doesn't make any sense.
I always find positive things from other people and I also tell those things to others. But when it comes to talking about yourself.. Suddenly it's not okay to say "I think, I'm beautiful." or nice, friendly, wise or anything. And if I tell someone that he/she's awesome person, usually people starts to mumble something like "nahh, I'm not, stop that.." I also do it, but I want to change that.
I want to do my part to change the people's way of thinking. It's okay to like yourself.

Anyway, Five positive things about me
1. I'm friendly to (almost) everyone.
2. I find positive sides of everything.
3. I'm a good listener.
4. I have red hair (I really love red hair )
5. Right now I know exactly what I want to do (before I start to study)

Well. This was easier than I thought. I think it's not that I don't like myself or anything like that, it's just that it's not "normal" to show it if you like yourself. But now I admit it, I like myself. I like how I look nowadays, how I fell in love so easily, how I feel everything so strongly. I like living my life. My life is awesome right now.
Of course I have some bad days too, but who doesn't? Main thing is that I usually love myself.

So love yourself. It's worth of it.

Love,
Ambivalent

Take a good look around, I know it's not much, but it's okay

What the hell is happening in my friend group.. Two of my best friends have gotten engaged this month. And it's only 5th day. Now I'm waiting for someone else to get engaged.

I'm really happy for my friends. I didn't expect them to get engaged so soon. The first couple have been together less than year, but I think they really love each other. If you know that you wanna be together rest of your life, there are no reason to slow down or rush things. As long it feels good and right, it doesn't matter.
The second couple have been together a little bit over two years. I wouldn't believe them to get engaged. I mean. I knew that my friend is family-type and she really wants to have a kid when she's still young. I knew that she loves to be home with her boyfriend, sorry - her fiance. She has lived that single stage and she doesn't want to go to bars so often anymore. She has settled down. But still. It was shock to read it from Facebook.

I think it was shock because this really means that my friends are settling down and soon I don't have anyone to party with. I started to think and I realized that almost all of my close friends are at least dating someone. I have like 8 or 9 close friends and only one of them is single right now. And of course I have some good friends too, but there is only one single friend more. How the hell is this possible?

I know, it's selfish to think about these things when my friends are getting engaged and stuff, but I have to be honest to myself and everyone else too. I'm really happy for them, but at the same time.. It makes me realize that my friends can't hang with me the same way anymore. I know they are not going anywhere. But seriously, there is no one who could come partying with me. Not the same way we use to do.

Or maybe this is just odd for me, because I just got out of 2 and half year relationship. My relationship was longer than my friends, but still I'm the one who broke up and ended up being alone. I'm happy the way I are now, but it's just so strange to watch someone else to make commitment to each others. I can't even think about being with someone and at the same time my friends are happy in the relationships. It's so strange to be completely different life situation than everyone else.

It sucks to be only single. Luckily I have one friend who just broke up with her boyfriend. I think I'll spent quite much time with her in the near future.

But my dear friends - I'm really happy for you! ♥

Love,
Ambivalent

I'm no beauty queen, I'm just beautiful me

Last entry was about loving yourself. I decided to continue same theme today too. Yesterday I was talking about loving yourself inside, no matter what other says. Today it's time for outside beauty. There are many people who think they have to be skinnier, lighter, more muscular, prettier, more talented or something like that.

It's funny how people seem to think that being skinnier makes you happy. I can tell you, it doesn't.
I used to be about 10kg (about 22lbs) heavier than now and oh, I was so happy about myself. I felt so good and beautiful. I believe I really looked beautiful, because I felt it.
But then I met my ex-boyfriend. He told be that I'm too big. That I would be more beautiful if I lose some weight, more happier. And I started to exercise. He tried to train me, but gave up really soon. I complain too much and I'm always really pissed off when I exercise. It takes a lot from someone who tries to train me. No one has ever managed to do that.
Anyway, I lost weight quite quickly. It took less than year to lose 12kg. I thought I would be happy after it, but I wasn't. I felt so bad, I didn't feel good in my body. My body was disgusting. I always thought it would be good to lose some more weight. That I would be happy if lose some more weight.

Now I'm quite happy. I know I'm not perfect, but I don't hate my reflection, it doesn't hurt so much to see myself. But I have to admit - I was so much happier when I was heavier. I don't want to put on weight anymore, I think I just have to learn to love myself.


I use to go to this blog to get motivated. It's full of thinspiration pictures. Most of those are really pretty, but sometimes I thought - damn, those girl are too skinny. How could anyone find that attractive.

Then I found this blog yesterday. It's awesome. I think those girls are more beautiful than girls in the thinspiration pictures. 

I wish everyone could love their bodies. There are no reason not to love it. I'm still learning it, but at least I'm on my way. I think it was good thing to break up with my ex. Now I can start loving myself again, no matter what my weight is or how I look. 

Even though I believe that when I start to love myself more, I start to take more care of myself. I have noticed that already. I'm not sure which one comes first - taking care of yourself so you would feel good or feeling good so you take care of yourself. They are so connected. 

Here are awesome song for you. Listen those words (and ignore the fact that she's Selena Gomez, don't jugde it just because of that).

I'm sure you got some things

You'd like to change about yourself

But when it comes to me

Love,

Ambivalent

Who says you're not perfect?

I was planning to write about my Norway trip a little bit more, but I got inspired by one of my friends blog (Click ). She was writing about loving yourself and stuff like that. There was also one other text which was so ispirational (Click). And oh, those blogs just hit me. Sometimes good texts make you think and revalue your own thoughts.

Like that larissa wrote, it's really hard to love yourself. It's one of the most important things in your life, but it's also one of the hardest. I know, I'm good person and many people care about me. There are so many people who make me happy.
But loving yourself and happiness shouldn't come from another person. It should come from yourself. You can't be truly happy if you don't know how to be with yourself. And it's so hard. I try not to care what other people think, but of course it feels good if someone tells you that you are beautiful. And of course it hurts if someone tells that you are bad person.

There are some people who can hurt me so much. They know so much about me, they know my weak spots. I hope they'll never hurt me. But there are alson some people who can hurt me by telling lies It's almost funnny how someone's words can hurt even though you know they are just lies. You know that his/her words aren't true, but it hurts to know that someone thinks about you that way.
For exsample. I know that it's okay to see a therapist, there isn't anything weird about it. But there are some people who think that you are crazy if you see a therapist. You are bad person just because of it. You shouldn't be living normal life, you should be locked in the hospital. No one takes you seriously, because they think you're insane. It hurts so hear someone say bad things about yourself. It makes it so diffucult to love yourself.
I'm one of the lucky ones, who has been able to find people who doesn't think like that. I have been able to tell those people to fuck off, I have lovely friends who support me. Even if they don't always understand my problems, they never left. They never thought that I'm crazy. Or if they did, they didn't say it to me.

I know there are people who make me feel bad, so I have decided to avoid them. I don't need assholes in my life.

Love,
Ambivalent

There are so many beatiful places.

I decided to skip going that town. My feet hurt and I'm really tired. Even though I really wanted that photo, it wouldn't be worth of it. I want to relax now.

I was hyper-active yesterday. I went to see so many places and walked so much. I went to see Slottsparken - it's really beautiful place. I really recommend to go there, it would be perfect place for picnic or just chilling.  I also found out that it's place where people go to smoke weed. Karl Johans gata was nice too, it's like shopping street here. I think I might go there again today, for window shopping.
Opera house was awesome, I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw people walking in its roof. I went there and it was awesome! If I ever come here during winter, I hope I can go there and slide all the way from top to bottom. It would be awesome, even though I'm not sure is it allowed.
The horbor was beautiful place too. There were so many coffee houses and all of them are heatened all year. So you can go terrace all year.

Everything was so beautiful. I'm not sure is it because I'm abroad or really because everything is beautiful. There are so many parks, small streets, old buildings and art in the streets. Why can't I see these in my home town too?

I should start my day now, but I'm too lazy for that. I think I go back to bed for a while and then I try again.

Love,
Ambivalent

Photos from Oslo

First day in Norway. It was awesome.I did so many turist stuff, so now I don't have to do anything for rest of my trip. Well, I might be going to one town near to Oslo tomorrow just because I want to take few photos there. I saw one awesome graffiti there and I really want to have picture of it. 

But we will see what happens tomorrow. Here are some photos from today. ^^

Poor balloons. :c

View from my aunt's balcony.

Opera House in Oslo ^^

Love,

Ambivalent