And partying's the only solution

Geez. I can't remember when was the last time I was as drunk as I was last night. My friend had a house warming party and I was drinking so much. It's funny how drunk I got so easily. It was probably because I haven't been drinking for so long time.

But even though I was drunk, it was good way drunk. You know, sometimes when you are drunk, you start to cry and talk about your problems. Not this time. I was so happy, I smiled all night. I laughed, nothing could hurt me. I took too many pictures and most of them with my friends camera. I really want to see those pictures.

There should be pictures about me also. I can't wait to get them. Because damn, I looked awesome last night! I'm usually too lazy to look good, I'm kinda boyish with my huge hoodies, without any make-up. But when it comes to partying.. I love looking good. I love skirts and dresses, making up, look like a girl for a change.

I have no idea how I always manage to get home, no matter how drunk I am. I can always take care of myself, I have awesome survival skills. I mean. Last night, I knew when the bus is leaving even though I didn't check schedule. I just knew it's gonna leave now, I have to go there. I was also planning to hitchhike home, but I knew it won't be good idea alone and that drunk.
My friend said to me "You are so smart even if you are wasted". Sometimes I wonder how it's possible. It's hard to do anything stupid if my common sense doesn't disappear. Obviously I can't shut my mind down.

But yea, last night was awesome. I met so many new people, everyone was so awesome. Weird music, shy cat, awesome chairs. Many pictures, talking and smoking too much. And of course, it was so nice to see my friend too. Thanks for good party.

Can't wait next weekend!

Love,
Ambivalent

ps. I can hear my neighbors fighting. That man is yelling "Whore!" really loud..