Keep laughing, keep smiling, keep dancing

Last night was awesome. I hosted a party for my few friends. The idea of the evening was "drink all my alcohol!" There was only me and five of my friends and we had quite much to drink. And one of my friends was driving, so she didn't drink anything. There isn't even everything in that picture..

I also made something to eat, with little help of my friends. 

We managed to empty only 9 bottles, and half empty couple more. You can imagine how drunk all of us were.  I have no idea how we managed to get in the bar after all our drinking, We laughed, talked about everything and everyone seemed to have fun. One of my friends kept telling me whole night, that it was so awesome that I invited him, that it was so awesome party and he haven't felt so good for long time. 

Everyone of us seemed to be so happy all night. Well, at least I was happy. I had so much fun. We talked girls' stuff and oh, I felt bad for our only guy. "I hope all the girls aren't like you" It was funny how things got out of hand after few bottles and small group. I was positively surprised that I didn't talk about my ex. I didn't have any needs to talk about him, there isn't anything to talk about anymore. Even though, he kept texting to me when I was in the bar, but that's another story.

I danced almost all night in the bar and didn't leave before bar closed. We managed to get home safely with my friend, even though he threw up about 200 metres before home. It was kinda cute, how bad shape he was, but it was one of night's the goals - make him drink that much he end up throwing up.

Even though we both were really drunk, we went walking after we got home. Imagine, two drunk people walking around. I can tell you, it wasn't such a good idea to walk across the forest after rain..

It was too bad it didn't rain anymore, because I wanted to dance in the rain. I love these nights when I can't stop smiling. And I think my smile affects people around me too, hopefully good way. 

We went to sleep around 6 am and I was surprised when I woke up - I didn't have hungover! Of course my head hurt, but it wasn't that bad. I took a shower, cleaned this apartment (geez, I have been cleaning here more than I cleaned our last apartment in six months) and then I started to watch Death Note. This day has been awesome too. I haven't done anything special, but it still feels good. 

This weekend was so awesome again. I love my life right now.

Love,

Ambivalent

oh, and yea. I found last night that I have a fan. That girl seem to know quite much about me, look my pictures and see me as her role model (okay, maybe not actual role model, but something like that). She told me that I'm so awesome person. I was kinda touched that someone sees me like that.