It's time to continue again. This time I'm going to tell you about my friends I got in Sicily. One week and I got three close friends from that trip. I hope they are here to stay.
First is Photographer. All of you why I call her that, if you don't - you are idiots. No offence. I have known this girl short only short time, but I still see her as one of my close friends. We know kind of much about each other and lately we have seen quite often. We are still getting to know each other, but I believe you will hear about her much much more later.
She awesome person. She's part of everything and sometimes I wonder how she has time for everything. She never says no, she always at least considers my ideas. I know she's younger than me, but it doesn't matter between us. If we go to bar, we can choose bar where all of us can get in. Sometimes I think Photographer doesn't appreciate herself, that she doesn't see how good she is in many things. I wish I could show her how she really is in other's eyes.
Then there's Fighter. I haven't seen him since Sicily and damn, I miss him! We have been talking quite much after that trip, but of course it's not the same. Luckily I'm probably going there in February. I can't wait. I always try to help him, I listen his problems. And he does the same for me too. Even though.. Lately I haven't had problems, so it has been more me trying to help him.
He's strong person. I'm not sure does he realize how much passion he has, how strong his ambition is. Even though he's not always sure about his feelings, he feels strongly. And he's ready to work for his dreams. Sometimes I wish I could be more like him.
And of course, there's also M. You know about M already, he's awesome, just awesome. My soul mate. He's the one who has had strong influence on me. He has changed me so much already and I want more. I like the person I am around him and I really want to spent time with him. Too bad he lives so far away.
But you know..
When we first met I knew there's something special between us. I know I wasn't only one who thought that. We just click and well, I won't let him go.M is really weird personality and I think that why I like him so much. He's such a mess inside, but at the same time he knows everything so perfectly. I can't make any sense about him. He has so many different sides and I can't understand how he manages to keep all of them in control and balanced (yea, I know - balanced isn't normal stage, you should consider to go with the flow). M is party animal, but at the same time he's gamer. He's anime freak and he practice parkour. He believes in apocalypse, but keeps going forward at the same time.
Anyway, all of you know about M already, so that enough about him. Like my friends have told me, I could talk about him all night.
These three persons are my newest close friends, but I see possibility in our friendships. I believe we can grow strong together, even if we are different countries. We can't spent as much time together as we want, but it doesn't mean we are less friends. It doesn't change the fact that Sicily trip changed all of us and I believe that bond won't break so easily.
I miss everyone from Sicily trip, but mostly I miss M. Because I need him. He's something special. He's my guide, my spiritual mentor.
Love,
Ambivalent

^_^ you are so, so awesome.
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