Next is two maybe strangest friends of mine. Good way strange. (part 1, part 2 and part 3)
First there's Ballet. We have known many years, I can't remember when we met first time. I remember where we met, it was in Bi-meeting, but I have no idea when was that. We connected quite soon. She was buttoned-up, she never talked things with their real names. She didn't know how. But with me she opened up. She started to talk things with their real names - and btw, that helps a lot to understand. Ballet has changed so much during years that I wouldn't recognize her as the same person if I haven't seen it to happen. She has grown beautiful, self-confident woman.
We don't actually see each others as much I see my other friends. But it hasn't changed a thing between us. Every time we see, everything just continues where it left last time. I love spending time with her, but we don't have any good shared friends, so it's kinda hard. Of course we have mutual friends, but it's different thing. Our friends are so different and it's kinda confusing so times. Ballet is one of my best friends, but she a little lonely wolf in my friends.
The second one is Red. She's going to hate when I call her that, because well.. She has been identified as "red-headed girl" for so long. It's kind of annoying sometimes, but it's also part of her identity. I know that because I'm also red-head.
We met in the bar. I was there alone, just partying and meeting new people. I really love going to bars alone. Then I saw her. She was so beautiful. She was with some of her friends and I just went there and started to talk with them. I don't know why, but me and Red just clicked immediately. After 10 minutes some random guy came to us and asked "Are you two sisters? Or best friends at least!" No, we met first time in our lives, like 10 minutes ago. He had hard time believing that.
I still don't know everything about her past or what kind of person she is. But I'm figuring that out slowly. And the more I found out, the more I like her. She keeps surprising me. She has lived so differently than me, but still there's something so familiar, something common between us. I know I can trust her and I hope she knows she can trust me too. Red can always come to my place and I'll find time for her. It's difficult us to see, because we life different cities and we both work random days. Last time she just said, she wants to see me, drive here and we spend awesome night together. I wrote about that night. It was awesome!
Ballet and Red are so ramdom friends, that we don't actually have any common friends, we don't have any connecting thing. It's only luck that we ever met each other. I'm so glad I met them. They are both awesome persons. And I love them.
Love,
Ambivalent
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