I met B really weird way. I just broke up with my first real boyfriend and we kept in touch. We were really good friends with him. He was the one who kept me in one piece. Then he met new girl. And oh man, she was so beautiful! I spent hours just looking her pictures. I loved her and her pictures. This girl was B.
After a while, we met. I don't remember how it actually went, but nowadays we are like really good friends, even though we are not friends with that boy anymore. It's not like we hate him, but sometimes you grow up and there's nothing common with someone. And those people just disappear from your life. He's still my Facebook friend, but we haven't talked in ages.
But B, she came to my life to stay. For really long time she was my role model, but slowly we have became more equals. She is amazing person. When I first met her, I thought she's self-confident and daring - something I wanted to be. Later I have found out that she's actually kinda shy and insecure. It really funny that every time I think about dating a girl, B pops up into my mind. She has always been the girl I want.
I love her and I really miss her. We haven't seen each other so long time and I can't even remember when was the last time I saw her without her boyfriend. Luckily next weekend I'm gonna see her without him.
Her boyfriend is also my close friend, T. T is like my guardian. I trust him so much and I know if i have problems he will always project me. No matter where I am, or what happens, he'll come and kick some asses if someone hurts me. He has strong opinions and that's why not everyone gets along with him. But that's okay, because not everyone has to love everyone.
Me and T have some kind of strange bond. We have always get along so well and he has taught me so many thing. We met through H, they use to hang together quite much, but nowadays I'm the one who's still touch with him and actually knows something about his life.
I always ask T's opinion about my boyfriends. I kinda get his approval to my boyfriends. Even though.. My last ex never got that approval. T hated him, but tried to get along. I have a feeling that T has to like my boyfriend, if he doesn't - it's a sign, that relationship won't last.
T and B are both awesome persons. They met through me and it was surprising that they actually ended up together and they have been together over 3 years now. T used to be really badass, we partied a lot together. But after meeting B, he settled down. Damn, those two are so happy together. Even if I have seen them fighting, I can see that love between them. They weren't the typical or expected match, but they really make good match. I think they are right for each other.
Anyway. I love those two and I think I have to start seeing them without other too. I want to know how they are really doing and it's hard to talk if there's both of them around. I mean, we talk so different things with B than T.
Love,
Ambivalent
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