You're all here for the very same reason

I found out something shocking today and I'm not sure how should I deal with it. It's not really about me, but I still don't know what to think. But I trust my friends and I hope they ask help if they need it. They know I'm always here for them.

Last weekend was weird. Free alcohol, dancing and laughing. Good food, strange things and weird places. I had so much fun and I didn't even have hung over. On Sunday I was able to meet S and it's something new to me. I'm usually so lazy on Sundays that I don't do anything but watch series in the bed. Not this time. I went to town and bought tickets to movies next week. Six girls going to watch Twilight, it's gonna be epic.

After that I went to eat with S. We went our regular place - chinese! It's so nice and cheap place. You can get buffet there and it's less than 10 euros (okay, on weekends it's 11 euros, but anyway). There's many kind of sushi, deep fried shrimps, spring rolls, sauces, rice, noodles.. It's awesome place! We usually go there to eat and talk. Someday I will show you pictures of it.

Me and my ex are back on speaking terms and it's kinda nice. There's no use to be angry, past is past. And even though we can talk right now, it doesn't mean we have to be close friends. It just makes things easier. We have many shared friends, so now it's not a problem to be at the same party with him at the same. At least I think that. There's no use us to fight.
And now he can see my cats if he wants. He lived with them as long as I did, so it's natural that he wants so see them. Oh yea, now he wants to see them. I guess that after all he cares about my cats. He liked those cuties even though at the one point he said he didn't.

But that doesn't really matter. It's just nice to speaking terms, I don't like fighting.

Next weekend will be epic too, I'm going to cruise with girls! We are finally old enough to go there without supervisor, so of course we have to go there. First I was planning to go somewhere else, but I ended up with this. I decided that it's good for me to spent time with my friends. Best thing is that one of the girls who comes with me is B. And T isn't coming, this is only for girls. Funny thing is that I'm going to spent my birthday with just one of best friends, the other two are just friends. Or B's friends. And it's my birthday. I still think it's gonna be awesome trip.

Love,
Ambivalent